Lately....

So, lots has been on my mind lately. Easter is just around the corner and it is one of the greatest holidays we have. No I am not going to get all religious here, but it does remind me of the last Easter I had with my family as a whole family. It would of been 8 years ago, wow.. This would be the day I told my whole family I was pregnant, thanks to my mom putting me on the spot to tell everyone. I NEVER imagined having kids. You know how some little girls always dream of being a princess, playing dress up,  house, or how many kids they are going to have,  well I was never one of those kids that ever did that. I was a Tomboy, so you can imagine to everyone's surprise when I was a senior in high school about to graduate, I found out I was pregnant. I was never one to disappoint anyone or let people down that just wasn't my character, I have always been a people pleaser, but I think this day almost 8 years ago is the first time I felt like I let everyone down and disappointed my parents.

Since having my son, I could not be a more prouder mom. I LOVE my son so much no words I could ever write or express can ever say how much love I have for him. Some days I just look at my son and cannot believe that he is all mine; that as his mother, I am the one that is helping him build his character and molding him into the young man he will be. 

I hope that as I continue to raise my son, that I make my parents proud of the woman I have become, and make my son proud that I was chosen to be his mommy.